*died*
i can feel myself failing.
i need motivation to study.
like asap.
before i really get to the bottom pit of the school
and eventually get kicked out.
:(
getting panic attacks more and more lately.
and the assignments scare the hell out of me.
not that i don't know how to do.
it's more than that.
i don't even have a friggin' idea what they are talking about.
:(
i think rose killed millions of his braincells trying to get me to understand
and he gave up halfway to just recite the formulae
since i am obviously not getting what he's trying to say.
i am damn screwed.
i need more discipline, and determination.
how how how how how how....
*scurries around*
i must study and plan my time better.
must.
must.
MUST.
:(
i wonder what will work on me.
scold me can?
or study with me?
i love you.
